Brownie points if you knew this title was a quote from Friends.
To say life is a little stressful lately would be an understatement. I’m so close to graduation, money worries are rife and I’m getting to the realisation that I’ll soon have to move out and start my own life. All of this and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Through the years I’ve toyed with many different career ideas, and now I’m this close to graduating, I have no clue what I want to do. I feel so much pressure to know what I want to do. I’m interested in so many different career paths, all extremely varying, and some not even to do with my degree. All of this has caused my mental health to plummet. My motivation levels are currently at zilch. I’m extremely anxious and to be honest, I’m unhappy. My life is definitely not ‘together’. Nothing is sorted for my life, for my future. It feels like life is racing at 100mph and I’m dragging slowly behind it, like I don’t have enough energy to catch up. I know I’m not the only person in the world who feels this way, but still, I feel so alone. I feel like everyone and their dog knows what they want to do with their lives, and have plans in place to do so. I feel really stuck in the mud at the moment, like, I can’t really see where I’m going next. Life is a little like a whirlwind at the moment.
Wow, don’t I sound like a barrel of laughs today.
Nevertheless, I’m going to try and deal with it. I’m going to muddle on through, doing the best I can and just go with the flow. I guess what I’m saying is, if anyone else feels like this, you’re not alone. You may feel alone, like I do, but you’re not. I’m not alone either. We can do this together. Life will work out in the end, and for now, I guess we just fumble our way through it.
Love ya, my little daisies 🌼